I have a past history of self harm, and ive had several self harm dreams, only 2 I can remember. The first one was a few months ago, I was in a house, and my parents were degrading me, mocking me, and laughing at my attempt to fight back at their words while taking/breaking all of my things because I woke up 1 hour late. I pushed the both of them to the floor, went to the kitchen, and breathlessly starting cutting myself with a steak knife without thinking. I ran up a hill to get help, which was never supplied. I saw my parents apologizing, but a family member (wouldnt specify which one) just pushed them out of existence. The dream ended after that. The second one was just last night, and most of it was nonsense, including a part where I just walked around a bustling town nochalantly with my "brother" (we werent actually related) watching a bunch of cartoon characters (specifically those I was hyperfixating on) mourning a bunch of broken bracelets. In the middle of the dream, I was in my aunt's house, and I lashed out on my sister for calling me useless. My uncle was the one who scolded me, And i was just quietly saying under my breath "I messed up", until I got to the kitchen, grabbed a big steak knife, and started cutting myself, skipping around the kitchen, smiling and silently laughing as I was, to numb/ignore the pain that came with cutting myself. I never wrapped it up, yet no one ever noticed. I don't remember what happened after that. I find it especially concering bc im a young minor and idk if I should be having dreams like this